Friday, June 17, 2016

It's summer time, even in Indonesia, we only have two seasons, wet and dry. My friends and I went to Bandung a couple weeks ago and found this instagram-able rooftop for taking a picture. We did some boomerang session and video session too. If you wanna see, go check my instagram.

I'm so excited for this holiday. I know you are too. Feels so happy to go to the mall and see all summer outfits displayed on shop window. For this short holiday, I'm going to Batam to visit my mom and then I'll go to Singapore with my friends. So excited to meet my family and friends. What is your plan for this holiday?

dress : H&M, loafers : New Look


Wednesday, June 8, 2016


The word I really want to say every single day. The word which means a lot for every child. It's not about the word, it's about the figure. I still remember that day when my mom got a call from the police about the accident. I still remember that day when my mom carried me at the funeral. Time flies and it's almost 20 years I live my life without father. 

Growing up fatherless, there were moments I wanted a father so bad. There were many moments when I got jealousy of my friends for having father and I found myself wanting a father. There is a reality show from South Korea, called Return of Superman. I do love the show because it shows us the love of father. Watching the shows, I realised how I want that in my life and there is something missing in my life. 

You know, every children will say that their mother are the best, but for me, my mother is more than that. She's the strongest person ever, she never complain about her life, and she is so faithful. Before I wrote this, I googled several articles about living fatherless, and found several articles about the effects of living fatherless. I am so grateful that i'm fine physically, mentally, emotionally. 

I'm grateful that my mother introduced Jesus in my life. I'm grateful that she asked me to read the bible. I'm grateful that she brought me to the church. Why? Because He is all I need. He completes me. He accepts me. He loves me as His daughter, and the best thing He died for me. He loves me so much so He died for me, for my sin, for all my wrongs. 

Since I met Him and invited Him to my life, I never wanted a father anymore. I know I already have Father. My Heavenly Father, and He is Good Good Father. Yes, it's who He is. 

To all girls out there who live without father, you know you are precious, you are loved, God and your mother love you so. 


You're a Good Good Father
It's who You are
It's who You are
It's who You are

And I'm loved by You
It's who I am
It's who I am
It's who I am

You are perfect in all of Your ways
You are perfect in all of Your ways
You are perfect in all of Your ways to us

This is the song I listened to for the last couple days named Good Good Father by Housefires. This song inspired me to write this post. I feel it by myself how God is the greatest Father ever. He's perfect. He's always been perfect.